A flaw in the plan
I thought not to write today, where my sinus has been becoming worse day by day and thinking of something brings too much pain. But I have to, at least for me.
Recently I created a list of things that describes my ideal self in a couple of years. In that, I have divided things from long term to short term, but looking back and analyzing my weeks and days it seems I never cared much about the midterm and the short term.
It's like I am having a blueprint to build something but with no tools and with any interest to do so. And this is causing me to procrastinate and feel like there is no point in jotting down the ideal lists.
Though the list feels convincing there is no progression at this moment.