I have talked about those hard days, and today is one of them. I have no access to my laptop neither a stable internet connection.
I thought of breaking the chain today, the reason was simple to convince me that I had done that before and now it doesn’t seem like a much deal.
Suffering from little asthma creates the rest of the atmosphere even worse. Something kinda block hour windpipe and lets you choke whenever you breathe.
I am planning to take a break till the 28 of February, won’t be learning anything related to tech or even code.
My main goal in 2021 is to understand and treat my body how it should be treated, rather than dumping in shits and practising abnormal sleep cycle ruins my mental and even physical state.
I have planned for my learning, but apart from that most important is being healthy and fit.
And I am on a mission to win over my hesitations, I think enough is enough for all the toxic things I had been holding on to for so long.
Maybe a good beginning, but this time I gotta work my ass off for it rather than leaving fate for me to get done.