To make a choice most of the time in my life, I look upon someone to accompany me. If I make my own decision there were a cloud of thoughts bundled up in my mind, especially negative ones. I think it's obvious I will ruin or fail things when it's my decision. And I eventually do.
For the past 8 months, me being alone in my house with less interaction with so called friends or people, I was put up into a decision to make my own decisions. I could say I took some important decisions in my life, without dangling for support.
I didn’t look behind and I never will, since I started to write I had a great way of communicating with myself. My thoughts becoming deep and my ideas grow, I can feel it. I realized the most important things and grew myself by talking with myself.
Things like podcasts, books, writing, learning all defined me a new path for life, a happy one indeed. I lowered my friend circle, even before it wasn’t much, but being in my own shell at times improves my mentality.
More to go and more to learn, I look forward to some profitable changes in myself as well. Being alone and learning things and realizing kinds of stuff at times comes in handy. I find new things to do every day in my life, I try to stick with them and when I can’t, I try and never fail to put me behind.
Can’t wait to see where my journey heading, but I know one for sure I am the man in the wheels now, I write it.